



11:31 PM
jealousy.. backstabbing.. confusion.. and enjoyment.. gosh... this week was hard.. but fun...
lets see.. i havent been blogging for sometime.. and thats because the stupid school internet system seems to be having problems with blogger.. grrr.. i hate that shit.. oh well.. its ok.. im happy and im doing great.. life rocks to the max... but this week hasnt been very good though.. grrr... and today... gosh.. freaking hot.. sun.. melt!!!!
hmmm.. and believe it or not.. i din study the whole week.. actually since boat dance.. grrrr.. i hav to admit that.. everyday has just been fun and enjoyment.. crap.. finals is in 2 weeks.. and im freaking enjoying my life like crazy.. it seems like im on a freaking holiday in US... and sad to say.. i dont miss home anymore.. and another thing.. i feel that im drifting away from everyone in spore.. like seriously drfiting apart.. i havent been talking to anyone already(except of course lesley.. haha) gosh.. oh well... shall see how thing goes la...
but now.. my life is kinda screwed.. hmmm.. the whole weekend.. a few of us were just analyzing friendship and jealousy.. gosh.. some people are warning me and asking me to be careful cuz some girl is jealous about my life.. about how i can get so many frenz and get along so well with the guys.. gosh.. kinda upset and of cuz shocked to hear that.. someone has been gossiping so much behind my back.. argh... nvm.. i will just be more street smart.. haha..
and another thing... haha.. i was so so so happy yesterday.. haha.. because.. i finally got to touch alcohol.. omg.. it was so good.. i swear... i just needed that so much.. gosh.. thanks alot man nick.. love u so much.. haha.. if not for u.. none of us would hav got the alcohol.. haha.. calvin derek ake me elise and genna were just drinking.. haha.. and i finally saw genna drunk.. haha... she was hella funny.. haha.. but erm.. shucks.. seriously.. i think i was dizzy too... argh.. ake walked me back =).... and calvin and derek freaking came to my room after that.. crap... rah.. omg.. i wished i had asked ake to walk me to my room.... nvm.. oh well.. just will be more careful next time.. haha.. drank abit too fast and too much..
watched harry potter with jess nick elise genna derek calvin ken and ronald yesterdae too.. haha.. i would sae it was good la.. rah.. actualli i so wanted to sleep wan.. calvin just would not let me sleep.. crap.. but good la.. cuz the show was good.. hehe...
and today.. rah.. omg.. not enough sleep.. crap.. i got woken up so many times.. so early.. rah.. i think the past 4 days.. i only had freaking 20hours of sleep... crap.. but somehow im so awake.. haha.. dunno wads wrong oso.. maybe im getting used to it... haha.. party and play too much this week.. not good.. went to great mall with ken derek ake calvin genna today.. gosh.. i swear the guys shop like girls.. omg.. ken me and genna were just watching them change in and out of clothes and we were just giving comments... gosh.. but it was funny la.. haha.. went back to pack after that and erm... not good... rah.. always happens to me.. why... seriously... people... just stop it... like seriously.. make situations very hard for me... gosh... makes me sad... grrrr...
went for dinner at cupertino village after that though.. then calvin dropped me home.. with everyone else following... haha.. thanks loads guys.. love u all!! wouldnt have been able to survive without u guys... =)
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